紫色~贝斯

What a day.... ~ have a tiff with BB in the morning till afternoon.... but i guess it's ok le ...

This evening .. met up with Nian pei 阿姨。。 and YH.. Guess Yh wanna clear all misunderstand that exists between me and him... Nian pei 阿姨 fetch me from Newton Mrt station then bring me to Novena Sq to meet him.. She plan it this way coz she wants to protect me...

When we reached there.. he wasn't there yet.. and Nian pei 阿姨 went to order food for us.. and he appeared and i felt he slim down, shagged alot... not used to be the YH i used to see ... "i cause this to happen". He din eat alot.. but he jus keep looking at me.. And i know he has alots to tell me.. and YES... next moment he start to talk.. and that last for at least 1hr and 30min..

Mentioning about the past, makes me feel sad... gulit.. i guess no one can understand that kind of feelings i had to go thru at that moment... as in detail of what he mentioned, i guess... let's keep it confidential ba.... He cried so hard that i feel 无阻。。 and my tears roll down too... coz i know ... i just "killing his heart with a sharp knife repeatingly" is almost the same as if i kill a living person...

hai~ all these ended with condition requested by Nian Pei 阿姨 as we are not suppose to contact each other anymore at least for this period of time and we have to bless each other... 他说他希望我快乐。。

He left ... jus left with his face all covered with tears.... and Nian Pei 阿姨 send me to newton Mrt so that we will not bump into each other ...

Din feel like going home either... and David said that he might be around .... and when i called him... he rushed down from his class for me wor... *touched... THanks alot... i think i had scared him ba..~ *u know y ahhaha...

Then went buy some drink at 7-11 then ... ended up at Indochine drinking abit bit.... then acc bb to meet his army friend.. then shared cab with his friend, susan back home...

at least can see my baobei before the i end the day... i felt 安慰。。

and thanks those who "stood by my side"... today.. "david, Wanying and WIlly..."

Oh.. and hope BB have a fruitful study day tomolo... will keep ya in my prayer..