7:30am : preparing to leave home
The suddenly the thought of going to Batam.. "Do I need my passport?" then called Chris then she told me of coz... hai~.. Then start to search high n low... CAN'T FIND!! Very panicky... Keep searching like mad, sweating, dust everywhere... And my face get allergy and was having red rashes all over the face.
Felt bad, disappointed in myself and upset... Because lost the opportunity to go Batam for some technical exposure. And absent-minded of me not to check my stuff at night... but the worst thing is I dun even remember that i need my passport to go Batam.. Shit!
Feeling down now... Very...
And i felt my life now so ---- indescribable … Down~~. Lord, did I misplace you in my life that’s y I felt this way? God, once again reminded me that man does fail us yet You will never.